dejected rejected heartbroken alone
left in the doorway forgotten on the beach all alone
why did he leave me why did he ditch me
what makes him think i would be happier alone
but i miss his hand his arm his fingers
i miss simply just talking and being
i don’t really care now i don’t really care anymore
i still want [...]
so frustrated with 2009/2010
this is somewhere in the singularity that is singapore
three chocolate cookies, left in a cookie jar
with a lid screwed on so tightly
with a wall as clear as glass.
two chocolate cookies, left in a cookie jar
with the lid still screwed on as tightly
but space left aplenty
one chocolate cookie, left in a cookie jar
with no other to accompany
but only to feel lonely
no chocolate cookies, left [...]
if you’re not in love, stay out of it, stay far far far away from it
yes i know you’ll itch to know what it’s like. it feels like you’re missing out on something, like time is running out. like what in the world is so ugly about your face.
but it’s almost inevitable that you’ll Fall [...]
when i pass away,
you must burn for me:
a nice computer. something decent enough to play games and surf the net
an internet connection
yeah. then if you’ve got spare cash, get me a ultra large crude oil carrier (i dunno. seems fun. the somalis have one, i want one too), a ferrari, an helicopter, an f1 car [...]
Orson Scott Card has released three books which I haven’t read. As a ex-fanatical fan, I cannot believe I haven’t read them. That’s how far my book-buying/reading spree has left me.
Keeper of Dreams
i do not want to read this book. simply because it is all about Mormon culture. no thanks.
Ender in Exile
Set between Ender’s Game [...]
is so glad to have my laptop. i think im addicted to the net. i can’t live and be cut off from the world. so what? =p at least im not addicted to gaming (right now).
my Foxmarks died for awhile yesterday. it was like my firefox started up without all the bookmarks. so weird. totally. [...]
last minute emergency thoughts about grad sch versus working
so what do people think? is it better to do PhD or to work now?
headache
